20 September, 2010

20 Sept - Annoyances

I guess that I need to quit griping about school. It's not going to change and it's just going to be totally annoying. It's sad that this year that I don't like teaching.

That in of itself really bothers me. I can't seem to do anything at all without getting more stuff to do. I guess perhaps that I am majorly stressed over things. It doesn't help that I'm worried about my kids passing a test hat they will never ever pass. I just know that they are going to go in and think that I'm a horrible teacher. I'm trying - but it's hard when you have four classes in one - etc.

I feel like I need to give up. I don't want to, but I feel that way. I try not to give up on anything.

Perhaps I'm just tired.

Speaking of annoyances, my back isn't helping me either. I've been fighting with it for so long now. Nothing seems to help - not the vicodan, not the flexeril, not anything. My tolerance level is just so high on that stuff. Ugh.

I'm hoping to get a new chiropractor this afternoon so that I can get an appointment. I'm hoping that it will help me out some. I do think that I'm going to have to do something drastic to get some help with it.

So - for the time being - I'm annoyed and frustrated over everything.



~MJ